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Heart bullet tiem~! 8D

 Had my last classes on Friday!!! LAST CLASSES. OMG. I AM DONE. WTF?????? What is going on I don't even.

 Last day also included:

• Free pizza for lunch


• Free food for dinner


• Portfolio Day in which professionals came to look at artwork!


• Snack carts with... you guessed it.. free food!

My school really tries to spoil us in the last couple weeks. Anyway, the portfolio day went alright. I had a few people who genuinely seemed interested in using my work, and they said they would contact me. So that's exciting. I also had a few people who complimented my work, which was awesome as well. However I feel like since I've been through art school, I don't know how to take a compliment on my work anymore. I'm so used to people picking at every little thing to suggest ways to make it better I can't even take a compliment.. argh.. frustrating. Art school really chews you up and spits you out. It makes you think that you are never going to be good enough, and that you will never make it alive in the real world.

Oh well.. 頑張る? ^^;

Went to a going away party for a friend on Saturday. He's going to Yamasa in a few weeks because I suggested it to him and he immediately signed up I hope he has a great time. I am quite jealous as I have been missing Japan like woah lately

 I hope you all had a wonderful Mother's Day. I spent most of my day with my parents. Went over in the afternoon and then we ate lunch. My mom also wanted to make some manjuu, and so we experimented and made red bean filled manjuu. It turned out pretty tasty if I do say so myself After that we ended up watching Arashi shows. Yeah, you heard me. Arashi shows. We watched part of the Himitsu no Arashi-chan that I translated, and then an episode of G no Arashi with the Sugoroku game. It was all kinds of epic.

After that we hung around for a bit and then went to dinner, and that was that. It's been a while since I spent almost a whole day with my parents.. so it was nice.

Monday I worked and man... it was a long day.

Today was interesting 8D I did my vlog like usual, and then Nicole and Bethany came over so we could go over stuff for the Arashi fan-meet that is going on in two weeks YAAYY~! So excited! After we got burnt out from brainstorming, we just hung out for a long time, went to dinner, and then chatted. Relaxing day yay~ But I feel like there's so much I need to be doing I did get a chance to clean a bit today and that made me breathe a bit of a sigh of relief. Too much clutter around here these days

As mentioned before I've been getting extremely emotional about Japan lately. The littlest things remind me of Japan and I get so sad thinking about it and I just want to go back. I was just thinking about what it felt like when I was sitting in my room drinking lovely Japanese drinks with my window open and the TV on to some random news channel. It was.. relaxing. And.. just.. blah. Life seemed so much more simpler over there. It probably wasn't, but that's how it felt. Or maybe it was.

There are certain smells and things that I see that trigger these flashbacks and then I just get really sad. I am trying to avoid watching videos on YouTube of videos in Japan because just watching those makes me remember things! And the fact that my friend is leaving for Japan, I went back on to google maps to send him my map I made of important places and I found out that they did streetview on one of the larger streets of Okazaki and I basically walked down that road again virtually. It was..... just I don't know. I should stop talking about this because I'm going to get depressed again.

But this shouldn't be happening. I shouldn't be getting so sad about this that I get depressed over it!! So frustrated.

I really am going to be working on updating my Japan blog though. Hopefully will start that soon

Anyway, here's the vlog for this week:

ahjkdhadg'ahgdhad;gda!!!!

OMG!! When I got home from work today I saw a package on the kitchen table and I started grinning like a maniac.. and then I ran down to my room and proceeded to prance around like a ninny!

Ahh~~ I'm so happy!!

My first actual con DVD.

Finally ;

In other news, MONSTER you guys! Big thanks to emiyc for directing me to a really nice quality rip of it Every time I hear it I'm reminded of daone_shh... only because she was our 桃モンスター while we were out in Japan. Gosh I miss チュウハイ SO BAD. I miss many of the drinks, actually. I'm always so disappointed in the selection of drinks we have here in the states. Does EVERYTHING have to be carbonated and/or soda? I could really go for some Qoo right about now

Okay I'm gonna stop thinking about Japan before I get depressed ;;

In other OTHER news, I inked for about 4 hours last night, and I guess I really fucked up my shoulder/arm area. I've been having muscle problems for the past 2 or 3 years now, and I've been seeing a chiropractor as many times as possible but I really did myself in this time. The whole day my left arm has been hurting, and the muscle near my shoulder/shoulder blade area twitches constantly. THE most annoying thing ever.

But who cares~ I've got my 5x10 DVD~~~ LALALALLALALLALALAA

EDIT: I FORGOT TO MENTION~ My new phone wallpaper that I made earlier today 8D It was actually kind of a coincidence that all their faces happened to be pointing in a circle I am artistic on an accident-basis only 8D どうぞ～

Hrm.

So my music video got deleted from YouTube. I'm not sure why some of the fanvids get deleted right away and some stay on forever. Is it because I put Japanese in my tags? I'm thinking that's the reason, honestly. And that I put Japanese in the description. Because all the fanvids that I've seen that have been around FOREVER (I'm looking @ you theproudpenguin), don't have Japanese in either.

Kind of bummed that it got deleted though. Although maybe will try re-uploading it without the Japanese tags? I dunno. I'm once again in my "meh" mood. I dunno what's wrong with me. ;;

Well actually I think I have a theory, but.. I don't really want to get into it right now. もちろんまた日本についてだよ

Okay so I was bored and shot some photos of my walls and Arashi/Jpop collection. Sadly, this is no where near as big as my video game collection Maybe I'll take pictures of that some day.. if anyone is even interested in seeing it...



( Enter the room of a fan )

My walls are still pre insane-amount-of-shop-photos-I-horded-in-Japan. I don't really even know if I want to put them on my wall, or not. I suppose I could squeeze them in.. somewhere.

Meh. I dunno.





meh

Mmmm yeah.. so I got this layout all set up and nice, (what I thought at least), and then remiixx looked at it and said it was all messed up ;; no matter how many ways I change the CSS and try to mess around with it, it doesn't change on her end.. but it looks fine on mine hidekodahlia also checked it for me, and it looks weird for her too.

So, new layout!! MAYBE? I used the Aiba picture I was talking about yesterday. :x


This is what it's supposed to look like.

Can you guys do me a favor and tell me if you see something else? :\\

Pimp it! eggchan eggchan eggchan eggchan eggchan eggchan eggchan eggchan eggchan eggchan eggchan eggchan eggchan

EDIT: Okay that's the THIRD person who's told me it doesn't look like it's supposed to.. thanks for checking, bothfeetforward ♥ Maybe the question I should be asking is 'Does anyone see what it actually is supposed to look like??' :\\ I fiddled with the code and it seems to have been fixed. HURRAH

I'm updating this from Lotion's G1, so it'll probably be breif... lol but we're having a good time. So far we've seen quite a bit and tomorrow is our day to go to Mitsuwa and Nickel City etc. But.... I think my camera really wanted to get away from me or end its life or something, because first I lost it at the Fair Museum, but then found it at the lost and found. I used it at the Shedd Aquarium, and then we went to the Sears Tower...

Where I proceeded to drop it and break it. :\ the mechanism in the lens seems to be totally broken. *sigh* I dunno what to do. I can't afford a new one and I need one for when I go to Japan. I guess Imma go see how much it is to repair it but this sucks -_-;; so we ended up doing some stuff today which I really wish I had a working camera to take pictures with >_<;;

Oh well I guess ^^;; I'll have to figure it out when I get home.

1: "Dear Kazu,

After some time, there is something that I realized. When I am spacing out, I'm naturally thinking about you..... I guess I am no good without you after all. Kazu, I love you!"

"Dear Nino,

We exchanged a hot kiss at the Fukuoka Dome, and I thought "these are your lips". There are no lips that can match your lips."

"ニノが好き（マジで）"
"I like Nino. (Seriously)"

ahjkdlghjka;hwguihajg;dhsg; OHMIYA WHY DON'T YOU JUST KILL ME RIGHT NOW.

2: The mods over at capslock_tvxq are starting to piss me off. First they make a post stating that "we reserve the right to ban you from the comm if you post something that's not funny enough, and if you really want to come back, e-mail us and we'll tell you why you were banned, and if you beg enough, maybe we'll let you back in".

WTF?? And now they just made a post saying "We love you all, we're going to Japan, so give us money".

................................

WHY THE FUCK WOULD I WANT TO GIVE YOU MY MONEY?

Goooood damnit.

3: I am still working on this damn illustration :(((

4: I had the worst cramps I've ever had in my entire life today, and it happened when I was at work, so I couldn't do anything about it....... I seriously could hardly move and I felt like I was gonna throw up it hurt so bad. But! Lotion came to the rescue and brought me some tylenol (AND SUSHI YUM <33)!!!!!! I seriously have the best boyfriend ever.

So what streaming program do you guys use to watch stuff?

Everything I previously used is completely brokenz now. (That's like 3-4 different programs/streams wtf they all died slowly in order.)

Argh. >_

It's fucking BACK.. OMGGGGG... but I wonder how long it will last T___T Hopefully it won't happen again.. seriously.

I read a bunch of my f-list, but I'm not even gonna try to catch up, honestly.

*sigh*...

Still working on holiday cards T______T I'm sorry everyone I suck at this.

But... I'm getting there.

Will make... a better post later tomorrow.. long day of work not super looking forward to, but whatever ^^;

♥

Yeah, so.. your guys' holiday cards aren't getting sent out until after this week when my finals are finally over. -_- Sorry~ T__T

I feel so inactive on LJ and I've hardly been getting any e-mails. It's so strange to like.. fall off the LJ-planet for a week and a half T_T

And my entries are really short and yeah. I have so many ideas of stuff I wanna share with you guys and I really wanna do a music share again soon... I've even written down a list of all the stuff I wanna upload once I get done with these god forsaken finals x_x;

ToT

3 more days....

頑張ります！