Bleagh

[eggchan]

...I'm sure it's just a phase today or something (or maybe I'm expecting my period, idk..) but I am just so BLAH today.

I feel really depressed since this morning, because I found out that I've gained a lot of weight recently, which has made me all depressed about everything else.. money, life, etc.. I hate this and just ARGH and I want to vent, but I feel like I'm just whining. I'm just frustrated about everything and I don't want to work or do ANYTHING.

This really sucks, I haven't been this depressed/down in a long time.. I just want to go home and sit around and do nothing (or rather exercise until I sweat a lot maybe.. -_-)

It's just not like me to be like this anymore... RIGHT??

Bleahgggdhgjkdlhgdlhdjhgjkl

AARRHGHGHH I HATE THIS.

...I'm really hoping this is because I'm expecting my period. :\

Comments

[wannatee-1984.livejournal.com]

;AAAAAAAAAAAAA; man i hate random downers like that. D:

*squishes you tight*

[eggchan.livejournal.com]

Thank you ;_; *hugs tightly back*

[hot-chocolat.livejournal.com]

It probably is your period; I always get that way. Chill with some good tunes and some Arashi crack and you'll soon be well. :)

[eggchan.livejournal.com]

ahh... I hope. But the weight gain probably isn't (it's prolly partly to do with it but...) either way, I'm just bummed that I let myself gain weight >_<;; so now I'm gonna be in lose weight mode..

[atrandum.livejournal.com]

awwww :( some days you just got up the wrong side of the bed. *huggles* watch some pretty boy crack to brighten up your day!!!

[eggchan.livejournal.com]

thank you ;_; I just got back from work, and exhausted.. but I'm making some gifs for spazzcrack so it makes me feel a little better

[atrandum.livejournal.com]

hehehe your spazzcrack stuff is pure WIN!!!!

[bothfeetforward.livejournal.com]

*posts brownie cookies to you
<3

[eggchan.livejournal.com]

thank you, love ;_;

you make me so happy using that icon ♥

[voleur.livejournal.com]

bb girl; i know how you feel 100%. i know, i know. you're not alone...i've also been feeling so ugly/gross lately and it really makes me feel horrible about EVERYTHING else. but you can do it!! we can!! and i'm sure it has a lot to do with your period because most girls feel 4567890x fatter when they're about to start, and they get bloated and ya...don't worry girl. <3 *hug* i love you so much. i miss you! i wanna talk to you more...i feel like a horrible friend because every time we're on msn lately my mind is always somewhere else. i'm always thinking about real life crap and it's wearing me out! xD ugh. ily bb <3

[eggchan.livejournal.com]

omgggg your comment made me so happy grl..

and IM THE ONE WHO FEELS BAD ABT OUR CONVOS I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE I AM NOT TALKIN ENOUGH OR SOMETHING ;_;

*hugs you forever*

[melonpunch.livejournal.com]

IT'S OK BB! ♥

[eggchan.livejournal.com]

omg such a cute gif.. ;______;

*hugs foreverrr*

[melonpunch.livejournal.com]

I will send Aiba to go wipe your tears for you ♥

[eggchan.livejournal.com]

YOOUUUUUUUUU >_< *squishessss*

[daone-shh.livejournal.com]

-hugs- i swear i'm not stalking you. had to do sth online before i go off :p hope your modd gets better =D and that you're not.. affected by my depressive stuff instead :x SMILE!

[eggchan.livejournal.com]

*hugs back* thank you ;_; it's ok if you're stalking me, you can admit it lol

but.. yea I dunno it's just one of those days, y'know. It wasn't cuz of you!! 気にしないでね

[whoompah.livejournal.com]

aww ;_; *HUGS*

I really hope things will be better for you :< maybe is its the periods coming. *PATS* <3

[eggchan.livejournal.com]

thank you dear >_<;; I'm just emotional right now, but all you guys have really cheered me up T__T

[mystical-mayhem.livejournal.com]

Nuuuuu~! Eggchan don't be sad! Everyone has days like that. Once one little thing gets you down, it just starts snowballing until everything adds up to one big problem. Remember, Life is Hard だから Happy. Don't let one bad day keep you down. I've always enjoyed your positive/fun posts. Gaining a little weight isn't the end of the world and it's probably because of natural girl things anyways X3 Cheer up~! We need more of your Arashi spazz gifs to make the world a better place! They cure depression!

Fist-bump??



Feel better, yo~!

[eggchan.livejournal.com]

awww~~ you are so sweeeeet >_<;; I was just so blah yesterday.. I'm not completely better now, but I am a lot better today.. ♥♥♥

*FIST BUMP BACK*

[woelvs.livejournal.com]

guh i know exactly how you feel, been feeling the same lately
i gained a bunch of weight too but have no energy to do anything about it
i wish i could be more supportive instead of just complaining but really all i can say is i know how you feel and i also hate it and i'm sure we'll both figure something out because nothing is as bad as it seems when you're depressed :)

[eggchan.livejournal.com]

;___; *hugs to death*--errr.. not death, but you know what I mean.

*squishes*

We Can Make Itでしょう ^^ ♥ I can't wait to Karaoke with you again~ ^^

[rinielenika.livejournal.com]

It seems I am late and you are already feeling better :( <3 but still! NOM NOM NOM! Im glad you are and good to hear that you are ok... and sorry PERIOD SUUCCKKSSS BLLAARRGGGG

Probably all it was Im sute :X dont you love emotions?

I L U <3 ; ;