Bleagh

[eggchan]

...I'm sure it's just a phase today or something (or maybe I'm expecting my period, idk..) but I am just so BLAH today.

I feel really depressed since this morning, because I found out that I've gained a lot of weight recently, which has made me all depressed about everything else.. money, life, etc.. I hate this and just ARGH and I want to vent, but I feel like I'm just whining. I'm just frustrated about everything and I don't want to work or do ANYTHING.

This really sucks, I haven't been this depressed/down in a long time.. I just want to go home and sit around and do nothing (or rather exercise until I sweat a lot maybe.. -_-)

It's just not like me to be like this anymore... RIGHT??

Bleahgggdhgjkdlhgdlhdjhgjkl

AARRHGHGHH I HATE THIS.

...I'm really hoping this is because I'm expecting my period. :\

Comments

[voleur.livejournal.com]

bb girl; i know how you feel 100%. i know, i know. you're not alone...i've also been feeling so ugly/gross lately and it really makes me feel horrible about EVERYTHING else. but you can do it!! we can!! and i'm sure it has a lot to do with your period because most girls feel 4567890x fatter when they're about to start, and they get bloated and ya...don't worry girl. <3 *hug* i love you so much. i miss you! i wanna talk to you more...i feel like a horrible friend because every time we're on msn lately my mind is always somewhere else. i'm always thinking about real life crap and it's wearing me out! xD ugh. ily bb <3

[eggchan.livejournal.com]

omgggg your comment made me so happy grl..

and IM THE ONE WHO FEELS BAD ABT OUR CONVOS I ALWAYS FEEL LIKE I AM NOT TALKIN ENOUGH OR SOMETHING ;_;

*hugs you forever*