Argggggghhh

[eggchan]

なぜ私は日本人と話すと落ちつけないの？？

悔しい！！

、、、何か、、、日本語のレッスンにいて、ハイチの地震のためにarashi_onがお金を集めてるというイベントを説明していみたけど、ゴチャゴチャになって凄い恥ずかしかった。後、レッスンから戻ってきて頭で完璧に言いたいことを言った。もう！！

何か間違うのがものすごい怖がるかもしれないから、普通に話せない。どうやってこの不安を克服すればいいの？？なぜちゃんと日本語で話せなくてもお金を払うの？

I am so frustrated with myself. Ugh.

Comments

[ohmyghost.livejournal.com]

I DID, i'm sorry bb :( H-HOPEFULLY YOU WILL COME TO LOVE THIS NEW VERSION OF ME?

You are definitely not alone! I guess it's that huge difference between study and immersion, huh? :( I think someone said it in the comments (stalk, stalk) but I talk to myself in Japanese a lot, and like -- imagine what Arashi's answer to questions might be before they answer them on their tv shows. ngl, I try and force myself to think in Japanese so much that sometimes I have to remind myself I'm allowed to think in English. FORCE IT UNTIL IT AIN'T FORCED NO MORE BB ♥