Bleagh

...I'm sure it's just a phase today or something (or maybe I'm expecting my period, idk..) but I am just so BLAH today.

I feel really depressed since this morning, because I found out that I've gained a lot of weight recently, which has made me all depressed about everything else.. money, life, etc.. I hate this and just ARGH and I want to vent, but I feel like I'm just whining. I'm just frustrated about everything and I don't want to work or do ANYTHING.

This really sucks, I haven't been this depressed/down in a long time.. I just want to go home and sit around and do nothing (or rather exercise until I sweat a lot maybe.. -_-)

It's just not like me to be like this anymore... RIGHT??

Bleahgggdhgjkdlhgdlhdjhgjkl

AARRHGHGHH I HATE THIS.

...I'm really hoping this is because I'm expecting my period. :\