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I am having a quarter-life crisis.
Aug. 28th, 2008
1st day of classes..
Aug. 28th, 2008 11:22 pmWent bad. 
My first class is Shakespeare to film at 9:30am. I think this class will be interesting aside from the fact that we have to read at least one play and watch a film as homework every single week...
..........
...really....??
My next class is Comic Storytelling which is almost Comic 3 but they switched things around on us, so that's what we're supposed to take as a substitute..
Well, to make a long story short (and also because I don't feel like explaining what happened just yet..) let's just say I cried in class... as silently as I could. I hope no one noticed..
So here's my schedule for the week:
Monday: Work 11a-7p
Tuesday: Online Class 12p-1p
Wednesday: Work 11a-7p
Thursday: Class 9:30a-6p
Friday: Class 9:30a-6p
Saturday: I guess my homework time?
Sunday: I guess also my homework time...?
So far I have to read Richard III and watch the McKellen version of the movie and draw 4 tight pages of a comic we planned out in class by next week. As we speak I'm downloading the audio books..
;;
I'm sorry I've been so emo lately everyone.. it's just.. I've fallen into a slump I think.
As many of you now know friends are extremely important. Friends that I can hang out with whenever.. I used to go bat shit crazy when I didn't hang out with friends for more than a week when I was in HS.. and yeah, it's bothered me every so often and I'd talk with my bf about it.. but now that school has started again and everyone's left for school it's really getting to me. I mean... I don't have any friends I am close enough to where I can feel comfortable inviting them over.. and even then I don't really feel comfortable inviting people over to the house anyway.
Needless to say.... I am now going bat shit crazy.
At the moment I just wait for my bf or his brother to invite someone over that I can interact with.. and we haven't really had guests at the house for a long time... I can't do this anymore.. I just can't.
WHY CAN'T I MAKE FRIENDS????????????????????????????????????
I'm sorry. I wish I could say that online friends are all that I need. And I really love you all.. you've helped me so much. I used to sit online and do nothing, going on forums and get ignored (seriously my posts would just go un-noticed.. one time I translated an entire song for these people and I didn't receive as much as a thank you... my post just went completely ignored and un-noticed.) Which makes me wonder why..? I feel like a nobody.
My first class is Shakespeare to film at 9:30am. I think this class will be interesting aside from the fact that we have to read at least one play and watch a film as homework every single week...
.............really....??
My next class is Comic Storytelling which is almost Comic 3 but they switched things around on us, so that's what we're supposed to take as a substitute..
Well, to make a long story short (and also because I don't feel like explaining what happened just yet..) let's just say I cried in class... as silently as I could. I hope no one noticed..
So here's my schedule for the week:
Monday: Work 11a-7p
Tuesday: Online Class 12p-1p
Wednesday: Work 11a-7p
Thursday: Class 9:30a-6p
Friday: Class 9:30a-6p
Saturday: I guess my homework time?
Sunday: I guess also my homework time...?
So far I have to read Richard III and watch the McKellen version of the movie and draw 4 tight pages of a comic we planned out in class by next week. As we speak I'm downloading the audio books..
;;I'm sorry I've been so emo lately everyone.. it's just.. I've fallen into a slump I think.
As many of you now know friends are extremely important. Friends that I can hang out with whenever.. I used to go bat shit crazy when I didn't hang out with friends for more than a week when I was in HS.. and yeah, it's bothered me every so often and I'd talk with my bf about it.. but now that school has started again and everyone's left for school it's really getting to me. I mean... I don't have any friends I am close enough to where I can feel comfortable inviting them over.. and even then I don't really feel comfortable inviting people over to the house anyway.
Needless to say.... I am now going bat shit crazy.
At the moment I just wait for my bf or his brother to invite someone over that I can interact with.. and we haven't really had guests at the house for a long time... I can't do this anymore.. I just can't.
WHY CAN'T I MAKE FRIENDS????????????????????????????????????
I'm sorry. I wish I could say that online friends are all that I need. And I really love you all.. you've helped me so much. I used to sit online and do nothing, going on forums and get ignored (seriously my posts would just go un-noticed.. one time I translated an entire song for these people and I didn't receive as much as a thank you... my post just went completely ignored and un-noticed.) Which makes me wonder why..? I feel like a nobody.
